I feel like writing and all I can seem to think about right now is my ego…more on why in a bit. So I’ll talk about the sides of my ego.

I don’t know about y’all but I don’t have an ego, I have about 3. Yeah, 3. While all separate entities, each with their own pulse and reason for being, they’re interconnected. So what egos are these?

Well the first, and most prominent of them all, the one you’ll probably notice first if you hang around me or my blog is the one that I’m going to call Game. Game is the one that fills me with the belief that I have the skill to talk anyone…and have them charmed, liking me or very impressed with me. Oh, and believe I can do it better than anyone, anywhere. 

 So this is another guest post by another firend of mine! Actually the girl I told you about here and here. Yeah Mich, that awesome awesome girl I told you about. Well she wrote this for my a long time ago and I was supposed to put it up back then but I’ve been busy and lazy! So anyway here it is now…

So I’m sure that not many of us know that this is Kid Cudi’s 2nd LP that is to be released later this year. I’m sure someone knows what Man on the Moon means, and I used to at a point, but since I’ve forgotten, pardon the meaning I’ll give it today.
We all know our brains have two sides, just like the moon, a bright side and a dark side. So taking the brain to be a moon, we’d say that there’s a man on my moon right now, and his story is quite like Kid Cudi’s, so its the legend of Mr. Rager.
In the dark side of my brain, Mr. Rager is a guy who’s gone through quite so much in his life, he should be as dark as the universe without stars, but in the bright side, he’s just reflecting sunlight off him to everyone who cares to get warm.
But there’s something about this guy, he’s just sticking on the moon, without any plans of getting down to earth, he’s getting comfortable on the moon, because its like he’s forgotten that even though people will always disappoint him, he’ll run out of oxygen one day….
Now that I’m running out of metaphors… I guess I’ll stop there, because this is not my kinda thing, and I’m not wont to say things just like that…so I shall talk about man on the moon 2…
He’s the guy who constantly runs around the moon, trying to stay in the light, as the moon rotates alot, and he’s always there to brighten up my nights. I’ve gone to the extent of building castles in the air for this guy, hoping that he’ll find it, because he’s trying to get off the moon, and I wouldn’t want him to get hurt on his way to earth. Soon enough, he’ll catch his flight on Cloud Nine, and he’ll become real to me….because he’s just a figment of my imagination. But I’d have him anyday over my first man on the moon…who for now is the only man on the brain.
I don’t know if that will make sense to anyone but me,but everyone should get a copy of The Legend of Mr. Rager, and actually listen to what he has to say, because I think there’s a lot going on beneath his cheesy smile.

So I couldn’t do a whole week of posts. I’m sorry but I ran out of things to question, I don’t know why. Maybe I have nothing else to question or I just haven’t figured out what else I’m questioning in my life yet but when I do you’ll be some of the first to know.

So this is the official end of questioning week. I like to think I tried my best and I really  hope you’ve enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. So what was your favourite post? Let me know? Until next time, peace!!!

So this is the like the 4th day of questioning week and so far so good. I’ve been able to post something each day so far. Today we talk about dating and perhaps at the end you’ll help me answer questions I have.

A coffee date

A date is an appointment or engagement, especially a social one with a member of the opposite sex. That’s what my phone dictionary tells me, and I quite agree, anyone with a different interpretation feel free to share it in the comments. It’s a simple enough definition and we can begin with that. NOTE: This will be told from my point of view so it’ll be biased to what might be “the guy” side.

Today I ask questions about God but before i do a little background would be good. My parents divorced some nearly 5 years ago. Since then things haven’t been exactly easy for my mum. She’s always been short on cash and can’t seen to be able to do much. She’s a very strong Christian. My dad has had smooth sail as far as I can tell, very well paying top job and new wife. He has lives quite comfortably. I’ve never seen him in a church or praying in all my life.

Today I’m going to talk about religion. I’m not so sure how long I can write about it so we’ll see how far I go. I’m a Christian and to be more specific Seventh Day Adventist. I go to church on Saturday while most other Christians do this on Sunday.

There probably several hundred devisions of Christianity in the world. We have Catholic, Pentecostal, Baptist, Protestant, Angilcan and our very own home bred, Finger of God church just to mention a few. I personally belive my church is the right one and you probably believe yours is the right one so how can you ever be sure?

I promised I’d do a post a day and I’m trying to do my best to do so. Today we actually start the very first topic of my questioning week, love. This seemly complex thing that we all seek after in one way or another.

My dictionary describes love as an intense feeling of deep affection or a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone. But when ever most of use use it we’re talking about out boyfriends or girlfriends and the second description. Even then its not a word we use casually.

I’d been reading a blog(Rainbow Amoeba’s Petri Dish) that had something she called Questioning Week. She had just moved her blog to a new site and was also celebrating the 4th Anniversary since the evening in her own words
“during which I realized I needed to reconsider my assumed and never questioned heterosexuality, I thought I might as well tell the story of what exactly happened then.”

I encourage you all to go read the 7 posts she did because in my opinion they’re great pieces that I might even one day feature here.(If she allows that is)

But as you may have realised… or not, the post I put up a few minutes ago was one of sometimes back, I think almost 2 months. So just to make it clear I haven’t quit blogging, y’all would miss me too much anyway! So where I have I been the last two months?

In school obviously living life and watching other people live it. I’ve done a few things that I’m dying to tell you about and also seen other people do stuff I wanna tell you about(keeping their anonmity intact as mush as possiple, ofcourse).

Yesterday I had a security breach on the laptop I use to write the posts I put up for you. No, my posts for you aren’t so important that someone would spend their time trying to hack my laptop trying to steal them as creative secrets(Though to me they are) and anyway the laptop is never connected to any network.

BREACH!!!!

Yeah, a friend of mine found one of the posts I had written for posting some day. The way she found it was kinda suspicious. She asked if she come to my room and use my laptop for 5 minutes. I, at the time clueless, just thought she wanted to use it for programming or something. You see, not many of my classmates have laptops yet despite being computer science students but I suspect next semester most will.